Sam's writings.

[Lucianna]

OK, these are the ones I have so far:

Go Crazy!

I watch the rain fall out my window
Falling on the land
And I lose my mind for a sec
I've gone crazy in the best possible way!
I run out into the yard
With my pyjamas on
Dancing in the rain in my bare feet!
But I haven't felt this good in a while
I haven't felt this great
I keep waiting for it to wear off
I keep waiting to feel sad
But it's not happening anytime soon, so I think I'll just go crazy!!!
And dance in the rain!
Get myself soaking wet
Then do it again!!
Do it again!

Untitled 1

I feel so tired
Every day
Of sitting here and watching you
Look at her that way
When you shouldn't be
You should be looking at me
She doesn't care
The way I do
She doesn't love
The way I love you....

Lonley Little Girl

Oh to look inside my soul
What sorrows you will find
Of a lonley little girl
Always left behind
She called "Wait up!"
But they made her cry
Because they never stopped
For this lonley little girl
She waited for a sign
They they would come around
But they never did
And so her heart dropped to the ground
She will be forever
A lonley little girl

Untitled 2

Oh to watch you sit around
Digging your feet into the ground
It makes me sad that you don't care
Enough to look for what's already there
Oh to watch you sit around
In silence as you try to hear the sounds
It makes me sad that you can't hear
From all your friends, all of your cheers
Oh to watch you sit around

Lucy (<This one's about a special gerbil I loved)

Lucy
When I held you for the first time I couldn't speak
You had tiny ears and itty-bitty feet
You walked around and drank some milk
You squeeked at me when you'd had your fill
You couldn't see but you could feel
And oh how I wish this wasn't real
I wasn't supposed to get close, it wasn't smart
But your tiny tail and quiet chirps tugged at my heart
And when I thought that you would live
Lucy, your name I did give
But darling, you didn't make it
And I just can't shake it
This feeling of guilt, of loss
Because
I love you Lucy

Untitled 3 (<This one was an English project....it may be a little, er, intense)


Turn left
Turn right
Run away
Avoid the fight
Breathing heavy
Heart beating
Feeling sick
Feel like heaving
They’re chasing you
Into the dark
Surrounding you
Inside the park
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
Keep on your toes
Don’t drop the ball
Find a way
Got to hide
Run away
Hide inside
The factory
Across the way
They won’t find you
There’s no way
Run away
Run, run, run
I can’t believe
They’re having fun
Your hand trembles
In the pitch black
You run again
You can’t look back
They see you now
They’ve found you out
They’re gaining now
You try to shout
But you can’t breath
Let alone yell
They’ve trapped you now
In a prison cell
Of boxes and bags
Fists and feet
Upon you now
Mercilessly they beat
You don’t know
If its blood or tears
Across your face
You can’t see or hear
You can’t move
You just lie still
While they hurt you
Against your will
Your world goes black
After they finally stop
Your last fight
And you have lost
The police arrive
Early the next day
I can’t believe it
Is all they can say
A young black man
His blood brutally spilled
Everywhere
This boy was killed
Hunted down
Stalked and chased
Didn’t have a chance
Couldn’t escape
A teenaged boy
In his prime
No accident
This was a hate crime
The murderers
Have no passion
What they seriously lacked
Was compassion
And so a kid
No more than nineteen
Who was punched and kicked (every day)
Died at the scene
There was no one to hear
His screams ort his shouts
Or maybe someone did
But just tuned them out

Home Again

I want this to be over
I want to come home
I want to hug you and look at you
Not talk to you on the phone

I want to come home
And be with you again
To talk and laugh with you
For hours on end

I want to watch T.V. with you
And sing off key
Even though you sing perfect
I guess that's only me

I want to stop imagining
And trying not to cry
I want you to help me
Through all of these hard times

I want to stop pretending
Stop trying to make friends
I just want to be with you
I want to come home again

I want to come home again....

If Dreams Came True

I'm feeling a little blue
Don't you know it's because I'm not with you
I've been feeling kind of down
Don't you know it's because you're not around
I haven't seen you for a little while
I miss your laugh, I miss your smile
And when we talk every day
There's so much more that I wish I could say
And I know that if dreams came true
You'd love me like I love you

Dear Love (<---Bad day on this one...eh....)

Dear Love,
I'm sorry I wasn't everything I never could and never will be.
They say it's better late then never, can you forgive me?
I'm sorry I wasn't perfect, I really wanted to be that for you
But I was made the way I am, there was nothing I could do
I know this sound pathetic and I know it's two years too late
But I wish just for one night you'd feel something more for me than hate

Someday

I thought wow it's finally happening
The moment I've been waiting for
I was leaving my small town
I was so happy, eager to shut the door

I left all of a sudden
I pretended it was OK
I thought I could tell you tomorrow
All of the things
I wanted to say

But I was wrong...

I need to say I miss you
I need to say good-bye
To tell you not to cry

I needed to say I love you
That I'll be back someday
And it'll all be OK

I'll be back someday
Someday

Untitled

A thousand tears I've shed
A thousand more to come
I'll never stop crying over you
I'll never be done...

Angels took you away
Before I could say good bye
They must have made a mistake
There's now ay you could die...

Now my nights are filled with sorrow
My pillow is wet with tears
I feel as though I've been robbed
We only had twelve years

The laughter is gone
My food is tasteless
I don't sleep a wink
I walk around on edge

Come back to me, father
I miss you
Come back to me, I've died
I can not live without you.


OK, those are it for now. let me know what you think, and I'll post more when you do ^_^

[Meg Giry]

Sam... you amaze me. I love you so much. You just... wow. These are amazing.

[Lucianna]

OK, I feel a little bad about this one, because it's kind of mean, but it's unfinished, and here it is:

Rah Rah Revenge

I run around
And shout 'rah rah'
Every one
Has seen my bra
I'm real cute
You wish you were me
And no one
Can really see
Who I am
I'm such a witch
But I pull off innocent
Without a hitch
I'm real mean
I make kids run
But I don't care
Because it's fun!
I am better than you
In every way
At least that's what
All the boys say
You're jealous
I just know
You will never be
Me, though.
You will never
Do these flips
You will never
Do the splits
You will never
Be loved by all
You will never
Be on top.
You will always
Make me laugh
When you try
To be like that!
I am pretty
And I am cool
You are not
You're just a fool
I run around
I'm usually blonde
Spelling to me
Is a lost cause.
I make people
Jump and shout
I can spread
My legs real well
I'm a cheerleader
You wish you were too
But I will always be
Better than you.

Untitled

Something that's forbidden
You only want it more
You deny addiction but your
Alone and shaking on the floor
Under your bed
There's a blade
It's not calling but
singing your name
'Come to me' it says
'See what I can do
I will take away
All they've done to you
What's a few scars
That will heal
When I can help you
Never feel'
In your bathroom
When the house is still
You sneak in and steal
A bottle of pills
'Swallow me' the say
'You know you want to
You want to see exactly
What I can do
I can make you close your eyes
I can make you go to sleep
You'll never have to wake up
You can stay for eternity'
So you've got scars
And you're rarely awake
Eventually, friend
You're going to break
And I can listen
To it all happen
I can't see you but I know
You're going to be snappin'
And I will run to you
But someday I'll be too late
And I will rush to you, but
It'll be to late for you to be saved
And I will loose you
My best friend
What will I do
When you've met your end
So before I break down
And before I cry
Because one night you
Just wanted to die
You can make it
Give your knives up
Flush the pills
I'm with you, love

How do you

How do you tell the broken hearted
Or the ones with shattered spirits
That everything will be OK
When they don't want to hear it?

How do you tell your best friend
Who just wants to die
To stop hurting herself
When she doesn't want to try?

How do you get the one you love
To stop crying every night
When they've given up
And they don't want to fight?

You can't do anything
Because you just can't help
You can only be there for them
And hope that someday they help themselves.

Hypocrisy

All of this hypocrisy
Floating through the air
I don't even know what
I'm still doing here

I say do not kill yourself
Put away your knife
Then I hang up and I look for
A way to end my life

I'm sorry that I love you so
And I just want to help you
When I can't even get control
I don't know what to do

I do not want you to die
But I don't want to live
Fake advice and sympathy
Is all I have to give

I know what you are going through
You think I don't
I can even feel your pain
When we talk on the phone

I know I'm not one to talk
When I do stupid things too
I just want to see that you're OK
Because you know I love you.

Love, Friendship, Life

Love is a tricky thing
Filled with little traps
They get you in
You can't get out
There's no turning back
Friendship is a little easier
But still complicated
You wonder when
It began
And when will it end
Life is the most confusing
They set you up to fail
It gets a little harder
When all you want to
Do is bail
But life is made better
By the love you can feel
But nothing is more important
Than the friends who help you heal.
So life is a hellhole
It's really not that great
And many things make it so
Many things make you hate
But you know no matter what
As unpredictable as love and life are
If you keep your friends close
You will get far.

[Prying Pandora]

I love them dear. Tey are wonderful!